Preoccupied

Now with regards to that entry on falling off the grid... I am kinda entering this new phase in my life and I need just a bit more personal space which I once allocated to myself. There are a lot of things on my mind now and sometimes... being alone helps with the thought processes. If and only if everything goes well... and by everything I mean stuff from my academic performance... my sporting endeavors to my little entrepreneurial ventures... I might just be the happiest <25>

Just a little note to myself here: I don't think I was as fruitful as I'd hoped I'd be. I did get some of the more important stuff out of the way but... there's still quite a bit to be done before Wednesday :(

I make my own roads.

Life is fair. Life isn't fair. 

Regardless of that, there are choices that must be made, paths that need to be walked. 

Sometimes it all comes back to you twice as fast, twice as hard. 

The bitter aftertaste of life's nasty little twists... 

Can be so nauseating at times. 

It can be so hard to forget; 

So hard to wonder what should have been, what could have been. 

Whatever tears I have has been shed,

And all my wounds have long since healed.

Yet the scars remain and the heart still aches. 

I am going to leave that behind. 

I am going to walk on. 

I am going to run.

And to life's little ironies and fate's cruel plans, 

"Game on."