Week 3

Tutorials have already begun and I am still struggling with the many readings they have given us. Time is a commodity I simply do not have enough of. Its amazing how the principles of economics applies so relevantly to my academic life. So much reading done, yet so little knowledge gained. I blame it solely on the 12-14 hours sleep sessions I take on a daily basis... severely detrimental. Alright... 5 min break up... back to a quick one hour of reading before heading to the pool :)

Trepidation

Less than two weeks... and I am not even up to scratch yet.. Shucks I need a miracle!

Adrenaline Rush

Had a great ride this morning with Norman, Des and JJ, with an average speed of approximately 33-35 km/h... total distance approximately 83km for me. (: Kudos to Norman for doing it without cleats haha... Tomorrow marks the official start of the school semester, its been a while since I hit the books so I am just hoping things go according to plan. Film and History... I hope they do have good flicks (:

What a wreck

I can't seem to smile right... All I can hope for now is some "photoshop magic" :)

Only with an ending can one have a new beginning :)

Yesterday marked the final day of hall orientation and despite the hiccups along the way, punctuated by my occasional grunts of unhappiness at the most , I must say that the whole experience has most certainly been an extremely fruitful and memorable one. Some may say that the entire experience was a childish affair, perhaps even a terrible waste of a precious weekend. I would be lying if I denied I ever had any inclinations to think that way too but I guess one can only make his/her conclusion upon going through the whole "thingy". I made mine and I guess it is only for me to know and you to try and find out. Thank you Seniors (If you guys ever do chance upon my blog) for making our initiation into TH such a heart-warming one :) 

"Fuego"

I am glad I made the right choices :)

Hall Orientation Day 2... GONE....

I went to bed last night with a stuffed nose and slight giddiness... and awoke this morning with a whole host of other symptoms associated with the flu... Its been a while since I felt like this.... gentle reminder of what its like to be human :(

Moving on

I did it once but I couldn't find the strength and self-determination to see it through. The whole experience has been a myriad of conflicting emotions for me... one filled with its fair share of highs and lows. It wasn't the good feelings or the bad experiences which got to me but ironically the lack of any feeling or attachment at all and the occasional profound discomfort I felt at times which finally got to me. I am not going to put all my money on it being permanent but one thing I can and will say for sure... somethings will change. Perhaps its the familiarity of it all which still holds me back but as the saying goes, "time will erode even the strongest of feelings". Not being the most emotionally charged or sentimental of human beings will certainly make this a lot less trickier but most definitely not any easier. It could be that I am not what I made myself out to be all this time, or it could be just that I lacked the strength in pursuing what I really am. You decide.

Garage Sale

1:400 model planes (mostly Boeing 747s) for sale and that road bike :) do contact me if you're interested.

"There's no I in a Team but... there's a M-E in there" - Dr. House

Evolution

The most fascinating characteristic about human nature is its ability to evolve; to change and adapt to its environment. Everyone changes, some change for the better earlier while some turn for the worse with time, I too am no exception. In my evolutionary journey, I have come to realize that the human heart is an extremely vulnerable and tender object; in many cases the Achilles heel of a great many individuals. Emotions too betray rationale thought and are only liabilities in our journey to greater heights. I only keep what I need and I have no regrets with regards to the path I decided to take this. No anger, no sadness, no feelings of remorse, nothing at all whatsoever. Till the next entry.

Prologue

I like what I can't have. 

I love what I detest the most. 

I usually try to end what I have not yet began,

Cause I always say what I do not truly feel.