Hall Orientation Day 2... GONE....

I went to bed last night with a stuffed nose and slight giddiness... and awoke this morning with a whole host of other symptoms associated with the flu... Its been a while since I felt like this.... gentle reminder of what its like to be human :(

Moving on

I did it once but I couldn't find the strength and self-determination to see it through. The whole experience has been a myriad of conflicting emotions for me... one filled with its fair share of highs and lows. It wasn't the good feelings or the bad experiences which got to me but ironically the lack of any feeling or attachment at all and the occasional profound discomfort I felt at times which finally got to me. I am not going to put all my money on it being permanent but one thing I can and will say for sure... somethings will change. Perhaps its the familiarity of it all which still holds me back but as the saying goes, "time will erode even the strongest of feelings". Not being the most emotionally charged or sentimental of human beings will certainly make this a lot less trickier but most definitely not any easier. It could be that I am not what I made myself out to be all this time, or it could be just that I lacked the strength in pursuing what I really am. You decide.

Garage Sale

1:400 model planes (mostly Boeing 747s) for sale and that road bike :) do contact me if you're interested.

"There's no I in a Team but... there's a M-E in there" - Dr. House

Evolution

The most fascinating characteristic about human nature is its ability to evolve; to change and adapt to its environment. Everyone changes, some change for the better earlier while some turn for the worse with time, I too am no exception. In my evolutionary journey, I have come to realize that the human heart is an extremely vulnerable and tender object; in many cases the Achilles heel of a great many individuals. Emotions too betray rationale thought and are only liabilities in our journey to greater heights. I only keep what I need and I have no regrets with regards to the path I decided to take this. No anger, no sadness, no feelings of remorse, nothing at all whatsoever. Till the next entry.

Prologue

I like what I can't have. 

I love what I detest the most. 

I usually try to end what I have not yet began,

Cause I always say what I do not truly feel. 

Best weekend in a long time :)

Thanks for the company :) and for making the whole trip a truly memorable one :)