The Wall

The mind was willing but the body was weak. A first no doubt, as the vice versa usually occurs. A let down is something I really don't want to be but it seems as the moment draws nearer and as the hours pass, I seem dreadfully close to turning the one nightmare I can't shake off into reality. It could be the lack of focus. The wandering of the mind perhaps. Or perhaps the absence of discipline in the soul. Whatever it is, its winning. D-Day isn't a lifetime away. 40 days away isn't an eternity. So many opportunities, so little time. So much potential, way too little discipline. Much to do, much to change. Let not the mind nor the body fail me now. nor ever.