Solitude

I've deactivated/suspended most of my social media accounts. I was once click away from deleting my Instagram account but… I guess the account or should I say the pictures on it mean a little too much for me to just wipe out with the click of a button. I can't say for sure exactly how and why this happened, but you know what they say about breakdowns, they just happen. I am extremely demoralized and honestly very upset and disorientated about where I am going in life. This mediocracy… it bothers me. It upsets me immensely. The fact that I am still paying for mistakes I've made years ago… frustrates me.   I think sometime alone will help me find myself. I hope.