Never... Never be the same again...

I think... I need to take my life a bit more seriously. At the end of the day, when I am dead or dying... I want to be able to say that... "those were my finest moments and I didn't waste a single bit of it." Its scary how when you suddenly sit down and run through that 3 year old to do list and that "supposed" list of achievements... you come to realize that there's still much left to do and nothing really to your name... disappointment... and buckets full of regret's what I am experiencing now... it was expected I guess but sucky nonetheless... I wish I could just disappear for a while...